Happy Independence Day!

Today, I broke my fast at Ushu's. Not much though, but I love the brownies. I have come to realized that I love my family. The good part about Bani Hasyim's, we are always here to support, we make each other laugh, and a family members sells handbags ( that part is unnecessary ). The bad part is any news or gossips at all, it just takes less than 10 minutes until the whole family knows.

Enough about that for now,

you see, if you have been reading my blog, then you must have come to realized that my post are about contents that no other teenagers have done.

this is one of those post.

Sometimes, adults aren't exactly have the right mind. It's not that I'm saying that adults have no brain, they do, of course they do, it's just sometimes when they think they know what's best when actually they don't.

When adults, especially the old ones, say ' the world have change a lot', I have to disagree. The world hasn't change a bit, we did. We are moving forward, trying to be a better nation, but in that process we loss ourselves, our self conscious, sometimes our dignity.

And the thing that bothered me the most sometimes, is parents.

I learned that some kids don't really know the outside world. It's like they have been living in this town where everyone is super,super nice. But they're wrong. They don't know what bad really is.

Parents have always feared that their children will make the same mistakes they did and they're trying so hard to avoid that. I mean, c'mon, children will change and make many mistakes, that's the beauty of life; mistakes.

AND I really hate it if I did something wrong or a little bit unappropiate, then people will say ' it's the way I was raised'. What kind of crap is that?

My parents have taught me so well. I idolized them, but when I do something wrong, my parents get the blame. I am who I am, not my parents. I'm 14 years old. My parents have done their jobs, now it's my turn. If I made a mistake, then that's my mistake, not my parents.

This is a beautiful world, but fill with mistakes and misery. We just have to embrace it to live it to the fullest. Parents have to stop being afraid to their childerens lives. You parents just have to watch them and hope for the better.

However, this is coming from a 14 year old. But even I know what happened to the world. I have reached out and left my thoughts deep inside me. Life is what you make out of it, it's not pretty but it's not ugly either.

So that's it,

Happy 52nd Independence Day, Malaysia!

Balik Kampung.

Puasa dah start. Raya lama lagi. LAMA LAGI! Ingat, lama lagi wahai makcik-makcikku yang tersayang. Baru puasa sehari dah gaduh sape nak balik raya tahun ini, kesian la mak tu.

(diatas adalah makluman kepada keluarga terdekat sahaja)

Ibu pergi umrah semalam, duduk kat KLIA tu macam nak terbelah buntut. Bila nampak orang bangun dari kerusi mulalah berlari macam dalam marathon.
Speaking of buka puasa, Ibuku sendiri melalui 'Walk Of Shame'.
notis: Jika pembaca tahu sebab-sebab ibuku sendiri dipilih, pembaca akan melakukan perkara yang sama.

Semalam malam dalam pukul 11.15 malam, aku dan saudara aku M telah menikmati Double Cheeseburger and Spicy Chicken McDeluxe sebelum tidur. Ya, kepada orang yang berpuasa,
HAHA!


aku takde idea lagi. terima kasih kerana membaca.
(aku dah tak rasa selamat, sebab makciks aku baca blog aku, ARGHHH!)

NIKON D90

My new request to my mother about the '7A's and I can get whatever I want' deal. In my previous post, I requested Nikon D5000 and it's about three thousand bucks. but this little baby on the top is about RM4,688.

Mimi inspired this little sucker. Though I don't know a lot about cameras, photography has always been my interest. And , with this DSLR, I can get in the mood, ya know? Anyway, today I'm gonna have a family dinner with the family's on my father's side. It's been so long since I've seen them,so it's gonna be fun.

Hari tu, masa last day of exam, Yas ada bawa polaroid dia, aku beli 2 gambar yang bernilai sebanyak RM 10. HAHA. Mimi came to my house yesterday, so I gave her chocolate.
Kitorang masuk rancangan realiti ' JOM JADI GEMUK' dan ' JOM JADI GEMUK MUSIM KE-2'.

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and you can see and experience all their adventures, check it out today!
(macam iklan lak)


Orait, that's it.

The Chocoholic speaks up!

So, nothing went on today. Just average stuff. Kean Hoong gave me a little advice today, I laugh though,

quote,

" Life is to short to be emo"

In case you're wondering, I was kinda sad when I got back to class since my row-mate( the one sitting next to me in class) when home early. Esther and Regina went for poetry thing. So I was alone.

Then, Kean Hoong came, he was playing his guitar, and came in front of my table, so basically I was looking at his ass. So I asked him to move, he looked and asked why I'm so emo, and then came the quote ( refer top, highlighted with red colour)

Anyway, I was sort of shock when mom gave me a huge announcement, not exactly an announcement but sort of a pecky little thing.

P/S I'm starting to use some unusual words, just get use to it.

Today was a total bummer. I didn't see him today, sad really. He was the one that made my day. Ergh, jiwang gila. Haha. Takpe lah.

I realized now that if you write in English, things sort of become more dramatic.
Mom is pushing me about exam, I can't believe she remembers the camera that I wanted. But , if you read my previous post, you'll know.

Unless, if my mom feels loving, you know, she might buy it for me for my birthday. But even that is impossible.

okay, have to do Geo.bye

Just Keep Praying

I want this camera. But, in order for that to happen, i need a miracle or 7 A's for my final exam this year, which is impossible, which mean that there is no way I'm getting this.

'This' is a Nikon D5000. I want it, BADLY!


So, to my family, my aunts and uncles, or even my sweet grandparents, if you love me, please persuade my mom to buy it for me. I'm just saying.

Anyway, enough of my crushed dreams, let's get back to reality. School is getting boring-er every single day. I feel like there's no point of studying. But that of course is coming from a 14-year-old girl who is dealing with hormones or other teenage stuff and thinks life is crap. But from an adult opinion, they would probably say something like this,

" Pegi sekolah. Belajar. Jangan dapat markah macam abang!"

or maybe

"Masa zaman ibu dulu, sekolah lah paling best, dapat jumpa kawan, bodek cikgu, kan best tu."

But they don't realize the world now, the kids of the future, crap like this. I mean, we don't like to be pushed. You made your mistakes, let us make ours. I think we all know, that parents wants the best for us, they don't want us to live the life they had, they don't want us to make mistakes they did.

they want us to be perfect.

Unfortunately, 'Perfect' does not exist. We are humans, making mistakes is what makes us , us! unless we are from outer space, aliens from somewhere, then I guess perfect is the only thing we know. But we're not aliens, so we need mistakes to learn from them.

However, I don't think kids are learning from their mistakes, they just keep doing it. But, it's alright, cause eventually we'll figure it out. Now, we are just dumb, idiotic teens that doesn't give a damn about education.

so that is my thought. what's yours?