Sunday, June 28, 2009

a tribute to MJ

the king of pop,the legendary singer throughout the entire world, had passed away this month. may he rest in peace and may he be bless by God.

MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON
( 1958- 2009)

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nowadays all television series and movies all show happy endings. especially disney channel's movies. i mean, why can't something be wrong at the end of the specific situation. i mean, if we keep this up, it won't be fun anyway.

i know there would always be action and comedy and stuff, but we can always know what to expect at the end of the movie, the hero and heroin would live happily ever after. what kind of crap is that?

if you're suppose to teach kids on never to give up on the things we love the most, example. life is hard and complicated and kids should know that. they can't turn to ' Troy Bolton' and ' Gabriella Montez' to show up at school cheering you on as you take your sport thingy or something.

WTH is that?


this is not rational, i know. but please, once you know what life is really all about, you would think that sometimes adults are not that smart, no hard feelings, but it is kinda true.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

get ready, this post gonna be a little over the top

don't you ever think that life is so not fair? well, i'm sure everyone thinks that. my way is like this.

i realize something today. scientist and other people have been saying that the end of the world is near. i mean, that's not fair. sometimes i wish i was born a little early. seeing those grown up having fun with their kids, having money, worrying about bills and the school fees.

as for the grandparents, seeing they spoil their grandkids and the parents just don't mind. i like that. then, when i read about the researches these scientist did, and i realize i might not be able to be like those grown up.

i figure if the end of the world is near, then i won't get to experience life. i won't get to go to university and go to work interviews, crying cause i didn't get the job, nervous about the other interviews coming up, meeting my prince charming that is gonna sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after.

that is until we have to pay taxes, bills, thinking about the childrens education, worrying until our hair turns gray, i mean, we still gonna live happily but that ' happily ever after' is gonna be filled with arguments, that later we're gonna say sorry and pretend like it didn't happened.

i want that. not now, but i want to hope that i will live long enough to experience it. people my age, i think the 'life adventure' begins as soon as you step out of high school.

i wanna be the girl that doesn't have to worry about anything, don't care about what people think. unfortunately, i can't deny or even avoid that kind of stuff. something in me would say something like this,

" first impression always count"

or

"look, now what do you think they'll say?"

or even

" aw man, they're probably talking about you right now. now what?"

i can't get rid of the little sucker in me.
anyway, that is pretty much it.