Argh, I am so tired. and I'm just talking about DSLRs. I've got 2 choices. It's between Canon 450D or Nikon D3000? I can't make up my mind. Mimi said to go with nikon, while my cousin and uncle said to go with canon. Reg, on the other hand, said that both are good cameras.
I checked the Internet and it said to go to a electronics store or a camera store and check both and see which one fits me best. And yet, it seems so hard. Hmph.
Enough about that, I'm not going to school tomorrow. Ponteng. I have to help G'ma anyway. Life is hard and it sucks. Somehow, that is why I'm so obsessed with cameras. This might sound crazy but I want to capture the moment. I want to take a picture and thinking that
"this happened once. hope it can happen again"
Mom is showing interest in my interest. She said, that I should join a photography class and learn more about it since I'm so interested in it. It's not my dream exactly but if God will it, I want ot go abroad and open a gallery and show them all these pictures I've taken. All the good times in my life. and the bad ones too.
I want them to know my friends just by looking at a picture. I know this sounds cheesy, but it's what I love.
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Esok ada banyak things nak kena diselesaikan, hari sabtu ada open house lepas itu, malam itu, ada cikgunya farewell party.Ayoyo, so much to do, so little time.
Bye.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Changing my mind, so easy!
so today, I went to like 5 open houses. It was fun yet embarrassing. Bani Hashim's got it all. Anyway, my aunts, wait, rephrasing , xoxo Gossip Aunts, well, only the family knows. One little secret, in 5 minutes, the whole family knows, even the next door neighbors.
but they're fun (ceh, sebab tahu diorang akan baca, kene bodek).
School starts again tomorrow, and I am so LAZY!
Hari ini aku perasan yang atuk aku ni makin lama makin hilang gigi. baru seminggu hari tu aku nampak gigi mulut penuh, sekarang makin sikit, kene tumbuk ke? kepada makciks ku, hush.
oh, ye.
I have changed my mind. I want Canon EOS 450D.
I've gone nuts. Even if I see a DSLR bag, my heart melts. It's a little over the top, but I want it so badly. I was thinking, since I'm just a beginner, still learning, I'm gonna buy this canon which cause about 2,000 ringgit malaysia or so.
Then, when I'm become the all knowing photographer, only will I buy the top notch DSLR.
alright.
but they're fun (ceh, sebab tahu diorang akan baca, kene bodek).
School starts again tomorrow, and I am so LAZY!
Hari ini aku perasan yang atuk aku ni makin lama makin hilang gigi. baru seminggu hari tu aku nampak gigi mulut penuh, sekarang makin sikit, kene tumbuk ke? kepada makciks ku, hush.
oh, ye.
I have changed my mind. I want Canon EOS 450D.
I've gone nuts. Even if I see a DSLR bag, my heart melts. It's a little over the top, but I want it so badly. I was thinking, since I'm just a beginner, still learning, I'm gonna buy this canon which cause about 2,000 ringgit malaysia or so.Then, when I'm become the all knowing photographer, only will I buy the top notch DSLR.
alright.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Money goes as easily as many comes tomorrow.
raya esok, mek mcm mek, m mcm m, aku makan mcd smlam. ni saja je nak annoy cousin yang tgh nak tggu myspace.
bye'
SELAMAT HARI RAYA !
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
bye'
SELAMAT HARI RAYA !
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Skinny Jeans!
life passes by so quickly. Raya is almost near, thank god. I'm not fasting , you know, girl reasons. I'm not that happy about it. I'm at grandma's , thank god, now I can surf the net. it's so boring. i don't really know what to do.
shocking news; I BAKED COOKIES!
hah, it was okay. the ones i made was huge, almost too big for my mouth. naah, just kidding. wanted that to happen, though. i got stuck in traffic. i'm talking crap. somehow, i want money. lots, and lots of money. millions if you please.
hmph, life sucks. i miss my best friend who i am in a fight with and somehow i am effin tired about life and Malaysia. i wanna travel. around the world, be a photographer, see life as it was meant to be seen.
i wanna g to Paris. yah, old Parie' . all the stuck up italians or europeans or whatever they are. hha.
right, blogging n myspacing = boredom.
goodbye n goodnight!
shocking news; I BAKED COOKIES!
hah, it was okay. the ones i made was huge, almost too big for my mouth. naah, just kidding. wanted that to happen, though. i got stuck in traffic. i'm talking crap. somehow, i want money. lots, and lots of money. millions if you please.
hmph, life sucks. i miss my best friend who i am in a fight with and somehow i am effin tired about life and Malaysia. i wanna travel. around the world, be a photographer, see life as it was meant to be seen.
i wanna g to Paris. yah, old Parie' . all the stuck up italians or europeans or whatever they are. hha.
right, blogging n myspacing = boredom.
goodbye n goodnight!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Happy Independence Day!
Today, I broke my fast at Ushu's. Not much though, but I love the brownies. I have come to realized that I love my family. The good part about Bani Hasyim's, we are always here to support, we make each other laugh, and a family members sells handbags ( that part is unnecessary ). The bad part is any news or gossips at all, it just takes less than 10 minutes until the whole family knows.
Enough about that for now,
you see, if you have been reading my blog, then you must have come to realized that my post are about contents that no other teenagers have done.
this is one of those post.
Sometimes, adults aren't exactly have the right mind. It's not that I'm saying that adults have no brain, they do, of course they do, it's just sometimes when they think they know what's best when actually they don't.
When adults, especially the old ones, say ' the world have change a lot', I have to disagree. The world hasn't change a bit, we did. We are moving forward, trying to be a better nation, but in that process we loss ourselves, our self conscious, sometimes our dignity.
And the thing that bothered me the most sometimes, is parents.
I learned that some kids don't really know the outside world. It's like they have been living in this town where everyone is super,super nice. But they're wrong. They don't know what bad really is.
Parents have always feared that their children will make the same mistakes they did and they're trying so hard to avoid that. I mean, c'mon, children will change and make many mistakes, that's the beauty of life; mistakes.
AND I really hate it if I did something wrong or a little bit unappropiate, then people will say ' it's the way I was raised'. What kind of crap is that?
My parents have taught me so well. I idolized them, but when I do something wrong, my parents get the blame. I am who I am, not my parents. I'm 14 years old. My parents have done their jobs, now it's my turn. If I made a mistake, then that's my mistake, not my parents.
This is a beautiful world, but fill with mistakes and misery. We just have to embrace it to live it to the fullest. Parents have to stop being afraid to their childerens lives. You parents just have to watch them and hope for the better.
However, this is coming from a 14 year old. But even I know what happened to the world. I have reached out and left my thoughts deep inside me. Life is what you make out of it, it's not pretty but it's not ugly either.
So that's it,
Happy 52nd Independence Day, Malaysia!
Enough about that for now,
you see, if you have been reading my blog, then you must have come to realized that my post are about contents that no other teenagers have done.
this is one of those post.
Sometimes, adults aren't exactly have the right mind. It's not that I'm saying that adults have no brain, they do, of course they do, it's just sometimes when they think they know what's best when actually they don't.
When adults, especially the old ones, say ' the world have change a lot', I have to disagree. The world hasn't change a bit, we did. We are moving forward, trying to be a better nation, but in that process we loss ourselves, our self conscious, sometimes our dignity.
And the thing that bothered me the most sometimes, is parents.
I learned that some kids don't really know the outside world. It's like they have been living in this town where everyone is super,super nice. But they're wrong. They don't know what bad really is.
Parents have always feared that their children will make the same mistakes they did and they're trying so hard to avoid that. I mean, c'mon, children will change and make many mistakes, that's the beauty of life; mistakes.
AND I really hate it if I did something wrong or a little bit unappropiate, then people will say ' it's the way I was raised'. What kind of crap is that?
My parents have taught me so well. I idolized them, but when I do something wrong, my parents get the blame. I am who I am, not my parents. I'm 14 years old. My parents have done their jobs, now it's my turn. If I made a mistake, then that's my mistake, not my parents.
This is a beautiful world, but fill with mistakes and misery. We just have to embrace it to live it to the fullest. Parents have to stop being afraid to their childerens lives. You parents just have to watch them and hope for the better.
However, this is coming from a 14 year old. But even I know what happened to the world. I have reached out and left my thoughts deep inside me. Life is what you make out of it, it's not pretty but it's not ugly either.
So that's it,
Happy 52nd Independence Day, Malaysia!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Balik Kampung.
Puasa dah start. Raya lama lagi. LAMA LAGI! Ingat, lama lagi wahai makcik-makcikku yang tersayang. Baru puasa sehari dah gaduh sape nak balik raya tahun ini, kesian la mak tu.
(diatas adalah makluman kepada keluarga terdekat sahaja)
Ibu pergi umrah semalam, duduk kat KLIA tu macam nak terbelah buntut. Bila nampak orang bangun dari kerusi mulalah berlari macam dalam marathon.
Speaking of buka puasa, Ibuku sendiri melalui 'Walk Of Shame'.
notis: Jika pembaca tahu sebab-sebab ibuku sendiri dipilih, pembaca akan melakukan perkara yang sama.
Semalam malam dalam pukul 11.15 malam, aku dan saudara aku M telah menikmati Double Cheeseburger and Spicy Chicken McDeluxe sebelum tidur. Ya, kepada orang yang berpuasa,
HAHA!
aku takde idea lagi. terima kasih kerana membaca.
(aku dah tak rasa selamat, sebab makciks aku baca blog aku, ARGHHH!)
(diatas adalah makluman kepada keluarga terdekat sahaja)
Ibu pergi umrah semalam, duduk kat KLIA tu macam nak terbelah buntut. Bila nampak orang bangun dari kerusi mulalah berlari macam dalam marathon.
Speaking of buka puasa, Ibuku sendiri melalui 'Walk Of Shame'.
notis: Jika pembaca tahu sebab-sebab ibuku sendiri dipilih, pembaca akan melakukan perkara yang sama.
Semalam malam dalam pukul 11.15 malam, aku dan saudara aku M telah menikmati Double Cheeseburger and Spicy Chicken McDeluxe sebelum tidur. Ya, kepada orang yang berpuasa,
HAHA!
aku takde idea lagi. terima kasih kerana membaca.
(aku dah tak rasa selamat, sebab makciks aku baca blog aku, ARGHHH!)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
NIKON D90
My new request to my mother about the '7A's and I can get whatever I want' deal. In my previous post, I requested Nikon D5000 and it's about three thousand bucks. but this little baby on the top is about RM4,688.
Mimi inspired this little sucker. Though I don't know a lot about cameras, photography has always been my interest. And , with this DSLR, I can get in the mood, ya know? Anyway, today I'm gonna have a family dinner with the family's on my father's side. It's been so long since I've seen them,so it's gonna be fun.
Hari tu, masa last day of exam, Yas ada bawa polaroid dia, aku beli 2 gambar yang bernilai sebanyak RM 10. HAHA. Mimi came to my house yesterday, so I gave her chocolate.
Kitorang masuk rancangan realiti ' JOM JADI GEMUK' dan ' JOM JADI GEMUK MUSIM KE-2'.
check out 2 Seroja's blog @ www.2seroja2009.blogspot.com
and you can see and experience all their adventures, check it out today!
(macam iklan lak)
Orait, that's it.
Monday, August 3, 2009
The Chocoholic speaks up!
So, nothing went on today. Just average stuff. Kean Hoong gave me a little advice today, I laugh though,
quote,
" Life is to short to be emo"
In case you're wondering, I was kinda sad when I got back to class since my row-mate( the one sitting next to me in class) when home early. Esther and Regina went for poetry thing. So I was alone.
Then, Kean Hoong came, he was playing his guitar, and came in front of my table, so basically I was looking at his ass. So I asked him to move, he looked and asked why I'm so emo, and then came the quote ( refer top, highlighted with red colour)
Anyway, I was sort of shock when mom gave me a huge announcement, not exactly an announcement but sort of a pecky little thing.
P/S I'm starting to use some unusual words, just get use to it.
Today was a total bummer. I didn't see him today, sad really. He was the one that made my day. Ergh, jiwang gila. Haha. Takpe lah.
I realized now that if you write in English, things sort of become more dramatic.
Mom is pushing me about exam, I can't believe she remembers the camera that I wanted. But , if you read my previous post, you'll know.
Unless, if my mom feels loving, you know, she might buy it for me for my birthday. But even that is impossible.
okay, have to do Geo.bye
quote,
" Life is to short to be emo"
In case you're wondering, I was kinda sad when I got back to class since my row-mate( the one sitting next to me in class) when home early. Esther and Regina went for poetry thing. So I was alone.
Then, Kean Hoong came, he was playing his guitar, and came in front of my table, so basically I was looking at his ass. So I asked him to move, he looked and asked why I'm so emo, and then came the quote ( refer top, highlighted with red colour)
Anyway, I was sort of shock when mom gave me a huge announcement, not exactly an announcement but sort of a pecky little thing.
P/S I'm starting to use some unusual words, just get use to it.
Today was a total bummer. I didn't see him today, sad really. He was the one that made my day. Ergh, jiwang gila. Haha. Takpe lah.
I realized now that if you write in English, things sort of become more dramatic.
Mom is pushing me about exam, I can't believe she remembers the camera that I wanted. But , if you read my previous post, you'll know.
Unless, if my mom feels loving, you know, she might buy it for me for my birthday. But even that is impossible.
okay, have to do Geo.bye
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Just Keep Praying
I want this camera. But, in order for that to happen, i need a miracle or 7 A's for my final exam this year, which is impossible, which mean that there is no way I'm getting this.
'This' is a Nikon D5000. I want it, BADLY!
So, to my family, my aunts and uncles, or even my sweet grandparents, if you love me, please persuade my mom to buy it for me. I'm just saying.
Anyway, enough of my crushed dreams, let's get back to reality. School is getting boring-er every single day. I feel like there's no point of studying. But that of course is coming from a 14-year-old girl who is dealing with hormones or other teenage stuff and thinks life is crap. But from an adult opinion, they would probably say something like this,
" Pegi sekolah. Belajar. Jangan dapat markah macam abang!"
or maybe
"Masa zaman ibu dulu, sekolah lah paling best, dapat jumpa kawan, bodek cikgu, kan best tu."
But they don't realize the world now, the kids of the future, crap like this. I mean, we don't like to be pushed. You made your mistakes, let us make ours. I think we all know, that parents wants the best for us, they don't want us to live the life they had, they don't want us to make mistakes they did.
they want us to be perfect.
Unfortunately, 'Perfect' does not exist. We are humans, making mistakes is what makes us , us! unless we are from outer space, aliens from somewhere, then I guess perfect is the only thing we know. But we're not aliens, so we need mistakes to learn from them.
However, I don't think kids are learning from their mistakes, they just keep doing it. But, it's alright, cause eventually we'll figure it out. Now, we are just dumb, idiotic teens that doesn't give a damn about education.
so that is my thought. what's yours?
Friday, July 31, 2009
Kalah!
choral speaking competition was horrible. Bummer. I really wanted to win. 2nd place at least. but, i guess we suck. so, anyway, seafield loss too. Not offense, but I was so glad you guys loss. Tomorrow got the gotong-royong thingy, hate it but I want the certificate only.
okay, done.
late anyway,
okay, done.
late anyway,
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Life is nothing you are gonna get.
hello, fellow readers.
life is not fair, never, am I right? yes, I am. good to know. today's post will be full of crap. It is to show how the life of a teenager, meaning me, can be such a life time full of headaches. I have watched many fantasy, fiction movies in my time, and it always show a happy ending.
life is not fair, never, am I right? yes, I am. good to know. today's post will be full of crap. It is to show how the life of a teenager, meaning me, can be such a life time full of headaches. I have watched many fantasy, fiction movies in my time, and it always show a happy ending.
WAKE UP PEOPLE!
in real life, there is no such thing as a happy ending. that's why its call a 'fiction movie'. life is challenging and we will always have to fight to stay alive. but somehow, i guess life is pretty amazing once you put the negative parts away.
but, seriously, when we watch a certain movie about superheroes for example, and sometimes we wish for the bravery, the courage, and the excitement. but truly, we already have that. I mean we have the bravery to meet friends, meet life partners and experience life. there's the courage right there.
and for the excitement, we must use our imagination then only we can live life to the fullest. I mean if you look outside the box, you will see that life is actually a movie. there's the main characters, and the minor characters. the hero and the heroin. the protagonist and antagonist in the films, their all there.
we're the directors, the person who leads the way. we have to lead our own life.
alright, enough therapy for one day.
goodbye, fellas.
but, seriously, when we watch a certain movie about superheroes for example, and sometimes we wish for the bravery, the courage, and the excitement. but truly, we already have that. I mean we have the bravery to meet friends, meet life partners and experience life. there's the courage right there.
and for the excitement, we must use our imagination then only we can live life to the fullest. I mean if you look outside the box, you will see that life is actually a movie. there's the main characters, and the minor characters. the hero and the heroin. the protagonist and antagonist in the films, their all there.
we're the directors, the person who leads the way. we have to lead our own life.
alright, enough therapy for one day.
goodbye, fellas.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Who( ambil dr myspace)
Who are you liking?
a guy ;P
Who is your best friend?
Mimi!
Who makes you happy?
those who makes me laugh, makes me happy
Who is your favorite family member on your moms side?
hm, tough one, but i'll say Hakim, my grandma, Andak and Ashu (they usually make me laugh like hell)
Who is your favorite family member on your dads side?
not to close to them but Adina
Who are you closest to?
my best friend la
Who do you tell your secrets to?
those whom i can trust, but i'm kinda straight forward
Who were you with last night?
my family?
Who do you live with?
my family , again, duh
WHAT'S
What's your full name?
Wan Qashifa Aneesa bt Adnan (yup, long)
What's your birthdate?
11 august
What's your favorte color?
depends on mood
What's your favorite sport?
right now, volleyball
What's your favorite number?
dont have one
What do you do in your spare time?
myspacing or tv
What are your pets names?
dont have one, allergies
What's your favorite song?
d.o.m
What's your favorite T.V. show?
too many
What's your favorite movie?
now, transformers: revenge of the fallen (way, freaking awesome)
What vehicles do your parents drive?
Mercedes and Harrier
WHERE'S
Where were you on your last birthday?
home , i'm a very lazy person
Where do you live?
sbg
Where do you want to live?
all over the world, a house at every country
Where was your last vacation to?
London?
Where did you go in a car last?
just now, tuition
Where do your grandparents live?
klang and perak
Where do you want to go to college?
havent decided
Where is your heart?
in my body?
WHEN'S
When did/will you graduate?
probably 3 years from now
When do you want to get married?
depends
When are you happy?
last two nights
When did you cry last?
cant remember
When are you moving next?
dunno
When did you last get a text?
just now
When are you going to bed?
probably in an hour
When is the last time you took a vitamin?
cant remember
WHY'S
Why do you think you were born?
to see why life and human beings can be so messed up
Why is Britney Spears so messed up?
stress?
Why are you stressed?
school and people at school
Why is MySpace so addictive?
dunno, life is boring and myspace is too but who cares
Why do clowns scare people?
they smile all the time, i mean no one smile that lot
Why are you bored?
probably because i'm answering this survey
Why is Tom Cruise so weird?
he's not, just shorter from his wife
i was bored
enjoy.
a guy ;P
Who is your best friend?
Mimi!
Who makes you happy?
those who makes me laugh, makes me happy
Who is your favorite family member on your moms side?
hm, tough one, but i'll say Hakim, my grandma, Andak and Ashu (they usually make me laugh like hell)
Who is your favorite family member on your dads side?
not to close to them but Adina
Who are you closest to?
my best friend la
Who do you tell your secrets to?
those whom i can trust, but i'm kinda straight forward
Who were you with last night?
my family?
Who do you live with?
my family , again, duh
WHAT'S
What's your full name?
Wan Qashifa Aneesa bt Adnan (yup, long)
What's your birthdate?
11 august
What's your favorte color?
depends on mood
What's your favorite sport?
right now, volleyball
What's your favorite number?
dont have one
What do you do in your spare time?
myspacing or tv
What are your pets names?
dont have one, allergies
What's your favorite song?
d.o.m
What's your favorite T.V. show?
too many
What's your favorite movie?
now, transformers: revenge of the fallen (way, freaking awesome)
What vehicles do your parents drive?
Mercedes and Harrier
WHERE'S
Where were you on your last birthday?
home , i'm a very lazy person
Where do you live?
sbg
Where do you want to live?
all over the world, a house at every country
Where was your last vacation to?
London?
Where did you go in a car last?
just now, tuition
Where do your grandparents live?
klang and perak
Where do you want to go to college?
havent decided
Where is your heart?
in my body?
WHEN'S
When did/will you graduate?
probably 3 years from now
When do you want to get married?
depends
When are you happy?
last two nights
When did you cry last?
cant remember
When are you moving next?
dunno
When did you last get a text?
just now
When are you going to bed?
probably in an hour
When is the last time you took a vitamin?
cant remember
WHY'S
Why do you think you were born?
to see why life and human beings can be so messed up
Why is Britney Spears so messed up?
stress?
Why are you stressed?
school and people at school
Why is MySpace so addictive?
dunno, life is boring and myspace is too but who cares
Why do clowns scare people?
they smile all the time, i mean no one smile that lot
Why are you bored?
probably because i'm answering this survey
Why is Tom Cruise so weird?
he's not, just shorter from his wife
i was bored
enjoy.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Cita-cita
everyone has their own dreams. their life planned. I however, don't. I've come from wanting to be a photographer to a doctor, a pedeatrician ( salah eja, doktor kanak-kanak) to a writer. but nothing keep still. I'll just change it next month.
but now, I'm just fed up. I don't know what to do and what am I going to do or will do? what am i going to do? asking my mother isn't a big help. she asked to become a lawyer like her to becoming a reporter , you know the one who takes picture and stuff.
but I don't want to do that. I asked all my friends, and they all know what to do after they graduate, like which U their going to , what course their taking. me? i got nothing. absolutely nothing. the next caunselor in the family, well, she was the closest one I got, said that i should take the course of my very best subject.
but then, the only best subject I got is English, but that not going to take me anywhere. I mean, i am impossible with science, bad at math, not to good with my own root language. what shoud i do?
look at me, I am pathetic. I complaining this types of things into a blog, to where strangers ( or some friends, or even family ) are reading it. this isn't a blog, this is a self confession. ah, who cares?
you got any advice?
after all that, I started thinking again, maybe i don't need to decide now. I might not have my purpose in life yet, but I'll get there. right? i hope. anyway, back to myspacing.
but now, I'm just fed up. I don't know what to do and what am I going to do or will do? what am i going to do? asking my mother isn't a big help. she asked to become a lawyer like her to becoming a reporter , you know the one who takes picture and stuff.
but I don't want to do that. I asked all my friends, and they all know what to do after they graduate, like which U their going to , what course their taking. me? i got nothing. absolutely nothing. the next caunselor in the family, well, she was the closest one I got, said that i should take the course of my very best subject.
but then, the only best subject I got is English, but that not going to take me anywhere. I mean, i am impossible with science, bad at math, not to good with my own root language. what shoud i do?
look at me, I am pathetic. I complaining this types of things into a blog, to where strangers ( or some friends, or even family ) are reading it. this isn't a blog, this is a self confession. ah, who cares?
you got any advice?
after all that, I started thinking again, maybe i don't need to decide now. I might not have my purpose in life yet, but I'll get there. right? i hope. anyway, back to myspacing.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Beutiful
ahem ahem.
okay, jom mula.
gadis-gadis sekarang terlalu pentingkan kecantikan mereka. i mean, kalau make up were not invented, adakah gadis-gadis ini akan merana?
Tidak.
sekarang ni, girls think to much about being beutiful. what the hell? beutiful? perkataan ini takda makna kat akhirat nanti(ish, nak terjadi mcm umi lak, hehe) tapi betul la. kecantikan di luaran tidak akan ditimbang, malah kecantikan di dalam adalah yang paling bermakna.
namun, gadis sekarang kalau tak cantik tu ada yang sampai taknak keluar rumah. kenapa kita kene cantik? kenapa kena jadi macam Miss Universe ke Miss Malaysia la kononnya.
kalau sebab kita kena jadi cantik sebab nak impress boys, rasanya macam desperate. kita tak patut melawa hanya untuk lelaki( kecuali kalau utk husbands tu lain crite la). anyway, adakah gadis-gadis sekarang takut that they will never find the guy if they never do anything to improve themselves?
oit, NEWSFLASH!
each and one of us ada jodoh yang telah ditentukan oleh Tuhan. tunggu jer lah. nanti jumpa lah. n guys suppose to like the girl not just because she's pretty, but because of her special attraction like she's nice, or adventurous, or just make you have goose bumps whenever you see her.
now that is a true relationship. isn't it nice if the guy's heart still pounding as fast as lightning whenever he sees you eventhough you have been together for several years? but nowadays, guys are just jerks.
they don't know how to respect a girl not like the guys before our time, this is just a theory. when we see in movies about guys being incredibly romantic, but of course it's fiction.
sekarang ini, rasanya , kaum lelaki baik semakin pupus.
haha.penat menaip. sorry for the double language.
okay, jom mula.
gadis-gadis sekarang terlalu pentingkan kecantikan mereka. i mean, kalau make up were not invented, adakah gadis-gadis ini akan merana?
Tidak.
sekarang ni, girls think to much about being beutiful. what the hell? beutiful? perkataan ini takda makna kat akhirat nanti(ish, nak terjadi mcm umi lak, hehe) tapi betul la. kecantikan di luaran tidak akan ditimbang, malah kecantikan di dalam adalah yang paling bermakna.
namun, gadis sekarang kalau tak cantik tu ada yang sampai taknak keluar rumah. kenapa kita kene cantik? kenapa kena jadi macam Miss Universe ke Miss Malaysia la kononnya.
kalau sebab kita kena jadi cantik sebab nak impress boys, rasanya macam desperate. kita tak patut melawa hanya untuk lelaki( kecuali kalau utk husbands tu lain crite la). anyway, adakah gadis-gadis sekarang takut that they will never find the guy if they never do anything to improve themselves?
oit, NEWSFLASH!
each and one of us ada jodoh yang telah ditentukan oleh Tuhan. tunggu jer lah. nanti jumpa lah. n guys suppose to like the girl not just because she's pretty, but because of her special attraction like she's nice, or adventurous, or just make you have goose bumps whenever you see her.
now that is a true relationship. isn't it nice if the guy's heart still pounding as fast as lightning whenever he sees you eventhough you have been together for several years? but nowadays, guys are just jerks.
they don't know how to respect a girl not like the guys before our time, this is just a theory. when we see in movies about guys being incredibly romantic, but of course it's fiction.
sekarang ini, rasanya , kaum lelaki baik semakin pupus.
haha.penat menaip. sorry for the double language.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
purse
aku melihat dan memegang. meneliti dan memikir. pening. pening sangat.
bilala aku nak beli purse baru?
purse london aku dah nampak tak best.
aku mencuba memakai purse ibuku yang tak diguna olehnya.
purse ini dibeli oleh ayahanda tercinta. mengenali ayahanda, his taste, thumbs down , BOTH OF THEM!
ayahanda membelikan bonda purse berwarna merah dan kononya ' genuine leather'.
namun yang menggelikan hati ialah pada purse itu terdapat gambar seekor gajah. kecil tetapi tidak sedap mata memandang. ah, what the heck? cuba jer lah.
anyway, aku ingin menulis sebuah cerpen sempena minggu bahasa di sekolah. cerpen tu kene buat sendiri.
thinking cap, check !
storyline? wtf!
stuck. blank. bodo.
aku tak tahu nak buat apa. ah biarlah, nanti mesti ada ideanya.
something happened at tuition. but again,what the heck, right?
bilala aku nak beli purse baru?
purse london aku dah nampak tak best.
aku mencuba memakai purse ibuku yang tak diguna olehnya.
purse ini dibeli oleh ayahanda tercinta. mengenali ayahanda, his taste, thumbs down , BOTH OF THEM!
ayahanda membelikan bonda purse berwarna merah dan kononya ' genuine leather'.
namun yang menggelikan hati ialah pada purse itu terdapat gambar seekor gajah. kecil tetapi tidak sedap mata memandang. ah, what the heck? cuba jer lah.
anyway, aku ingin menulis sebuah cerpen sempena minggu bahasa di sekolah. cerpen tu kene buat sendiri.
thinking cap, check !
storyline? wtf!
stuck. blank. bodo.
aku tak tahu nak buat apa. ah biarlah, nanti mesti ada ideanya.
something happened at tuition. but again,what the heck, right?
Sunday, June 28, 2009
a tribute to MJ
the king of pop,the legendary singer throughout the entire world, had passed away this month. may he rest in peace and may he be bless by God.
MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON
( 1958- 2009)
_________________________________________
nowadays all television series and movies all show happy endings. especially disney channel's movies. i mean, why can't something be wrong at the end of the specific situation. i mean, if we keep this up, it won't be fun anyway.
i know there would always be action and comedy and stuff, but we can always know what to expect at the end of the movie, the hero and heroin would live happily ever after. what kind of crap is that?
if you're suppose to teach kids on never to give up on the things we love the most, example. life is hard and complicated and kids should know that. they can't turn to ' Troy Bolton' and ' Gabriella Montez' to show up at school cheering you on as you take your sport thingy or something.
WTH is that?
this is not rational, i know. but please, once you know what life is really all about, you would think that sometimes adults are not that smart, no hard feelings, but it is kinda true.
MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON
( 1958- 2009)
_________________________________________
nowadays all television series and movies all show happy endings. especially disney channel's movies. i mean, why can't something be wrong at the end of the specific situation. i mean, if we keep this up, it won't be fun anyway.
i know there would always be action and comedy and stuff, but we can always know what to expect at the end of the movie, the hero and heroin would live happily ever after. what kind of crap is that?
if you're suppose to teach kids on never to give up on the things we love the most, example. life is hard and complicated and kids should know that. they can't turn to ' Troy Bolton' and ' Gabriella Montez' to show up at school cheering you on as you take your sport thingy or something.
WTH is that?
this is not rational, i know. but please, once you know what life is really all about, you would think that sometimes adults are not that smart, no hard feelings, but it is kinda true.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
get ready, this post gonna be a little over the top
don't you ever think that life is so not fair? well, i'm sure everyone thinks that. my way is like this.
i realize something today. scientist and other people have been saying that the end of the world is near. i mean, that's not fair. sometimes i wish i was born a little early. seeing those grown up having fun with their kids, having money, worrying about bills and the school fees.
as for the grandparents, seeing they spoil their grandkids and the parents just don't mind. i like that. then, when i read about the researches these scientist did, and i realize i might not be able to be like those grown up.
i figure if the end of the world is near, then i won't get to experience life. i won't get to go to university and go to work interviews, crying cause i didn't get the job, nervous about the other interviews coming up, meeting my prince charming that is gonna sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after.
that is until we have to pay taxes, bills, thinking about the childrens education, worrying until our hair turns gray, i mean, we still gonna live happily but that ' happily ever after' is gonna be filled with arguments, that later we're gonna say sorry and pretend like it didn't happened.
i want that. not now, but i want to hope that i will live long enough to experience it. people my age, i think the 'life adventure' begins as soon as you step out of high school.
i wanna be the girl that doesn't have to worry about anything, don't care about what people think. unfortunately, i can't deny or even avoid that kind of stuff. something in me would say something like this,
" first impression always count"
or
"look, now what do you think they'll say?"
or even
" aw man, they're probably talking about you right now. now what?"
i can't get rid of the little sucker in me.
anyway, that is pretty much it.
i realize something today. scientist and other people have been saying that the end of the world is near. i mean, that's not fair. sometimes i wish i was born a little early. seeing those grown up having fun with their kids, having money, worrying about bills and the school fees.
as for the grandparents, seeing they spoil their grandkids and the parents just don't mind. i like that. then, when i read about the researches these scientist did, and i realize i might not be able to be like those grown up.
i figure if the end of the world is near, then i won't get to experience life. i won't get to go to university and go to work interviews, crying cause i didn't get the job, nervous about the other interviews coming up, meeting my prince charming that is gonna sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after.
that is until we have to pay taxes, bills, thinking about the childrens education, worrying until our hair turns gray, i mean, we still gonna live happily but that ' happily ever after' is gonna be filled with arguments, that later we're gonna say sorry and pretend like it didn't happened.
i want that. not now, but i want to hope that i will live long enough to experience it. people my age, i think the 'life adventure' begins as soon as you step out of high school.
i wanna be the girl that doesn't have to worry about anything, don't care about what people think. unfortunately, i can't deny or even avoid that kind of stuff. something in me would say something like this,
" first impression always count"
or
"look, now what do you think they'll say?"
or even
" aw man, they're probably talking about you right now. now what?"
i can't get rid of the little sucker in me.
anyway, that is pretty much it.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Happy nya!
bonda telah membelikan beg ini untuk aku. aku berasa gembira sekali. beli dari auntie aku yang mempunyai website sendiri menjual handbag,
ayustore.blogspot.com
heehe. bye. busy.
Qash
Friday, May 22, 2009
Shopping!
antara kedai-kedai yang aku ingin kunjungi ketika cuti sekolah. tetapi malangnya, dompet aku berhabuk. not a single money. macam mana nak dapat duit? rasuah? curi? ish, tak elok fikir benda bukan-bukan. hehe. tapi still kena cari idea yang bernas nak dapat duit. kena guna otak aku. XD
kalau kerja dengan mak(nenek) dapat ke? rm 50 pun tak sampai. gi mana ya? adakah aku dikehendaki menabung? hahahahaha. takkan terjadinya. masalahnya aku ini kalau nak spending, habis terus. mana ada nak tinggalkan duit lagi dah. haha.
tujuan pertama ingin ke sunway piramid ialah untuk membeli cardigans. yeah. matlamat pertama. tetapi, cakap senang lah. kang masuk nak cardigan keluar ada kasut lah, handbag lah.ceh cakap macam banyak duit.
my obsessive thinking will continue as my ideas comes and go. i'm done. gone. dead. stressed like an arrow in a deer. poor little cute dear. great, i'm talking crap again.okey,
:D
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Syaratnya?
malam datang dan masa berlalu dengan pantas. aku tengah duduk atas katil buat bodoh. esok nak exam BM tapi sepatah hapak pun tak baca lagi. ah, hari ni lah. baru sebentar tadi, keluarga ku menyambut ulangtahun kelahiran bonda tercinta.
ayah pulang membawa kek. selepas makan malam, kami duduk di ruang tamu dan menyanyikan lagu untuk bonda. disebabkan ayahanda yang ditugaskan membeli kek dan pelbagai, kekanda dan aku sepatutnya dah tahu yang ayahanda tidak pandai memilih.
jadi, dia pulang bersama dengan kek coklat bersalutan ais krim.namun yang mengecewakan, ayah meletakkan ayat pada kek itu terlalu panjang. malah dia menulis ' Happy 44th Birthday, Ibu.....'
dan membelinya dari Berry's di Taipan.
bonda berkata,
''yang, lain kali takyah ah letak umur. i taulah i dah masuk 44 tahun,"
aku pun berkata dalam hati,
"patutnya kalau umur dah 30 dah takyah letak kat kek, nanti kecil hati si penyambut,"
lepas menyambut, aku bersantai di hadapan kaca televisyen.
ayahanda sedang berborak dengan opah yang kini berada di Perak. perbualan ayahanda menarik minat aku dan bonda serta kekanda.
ayahanda menceritakan segalanya kepada opah, sambil menunjukkan tanda-tanda keasyikan berceritanya. tapi, kalau dia tunjukkan isyarat tu kat opah pun macam opah boleh nampak jer. haha. bukan berniat untuk mengejek ayahanda tersayang.
ni hal lain lak.kekanda secara tiba-tiba berminat dalam bahasa mandarin. aku ditugaskan untuk mencari translator untuknya di internet. selepas beberapa minit bergoogling, hasilnya menghampakan.
nasib baik ada, SUPER JANE, datang membantu. dialah translator personal aku.hehe.
sampai disini saja post blog aku untuk kali ini.
:D Qashifa
ayah pulang membawa kek. selepas makan malam, kami duduk di ruang tamu dan menyanyikan lagu untuk bonda. disebabkan ayahanda yang ditugaskan membeli kek dan pelbagai, kekanda dan aku sepatutnya dah tahu yang ayahanda tidak pandai memilih.
jadi, dia pulang bersama dengan kek coklat bersalutan ais krim.namun yang mengecewakan, ayah meletakkan ayat pada kek itu terlalu panjang. malah dia menulis ' Happy 44th Birthday, Ibu.....'
dan membelinya dari Berry's di Taipan.
bonda berkata,
''yang, lain kali takyah ah letak umur. i taulah i dah masuk 44 tahun,"
aku pun berkata dalam hati,
"patutnya kalau umur dah 30 dah takyah letak kat kek, nanti kecil hati si penyambut,"
lepas menyambut, aku bersantai di hadapan kaca televisyen.
ayahanda sedang berborak dengan opah yang kini berada di Perak. perbualan ayahanda menarik minat aku dan bonda serta kekanda.
ayahanda menceritakan segalanya kepada opah, sambil menunjukkan tanda-tanda keasyikan berceritanya. tapi, kalau dia tunjukkan isyarat tu kat opah pun macam opah boleh nampak jer. haha. bukan berniat untuk mengejek ayahanda tersayang.
ni hal lain lak.kekanda secara tiba-tiba berminat dalam bahasa mandarin. aku ditugaskan untuk mencari translator untuknya di internet. selepas beberapa minit bergoogling, hasilnya menghampakan.
nasib baik ada, SUPER JANE, datang membantu. dialah translator personal aku.hehe.
sampai disini saja post blog aku untuk kali ini.
:D Qashifa
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
happy birthday ke-2!
ya,sekarang pukul 2.12 pagi. i'm bored. humor me. aku terkezut gila bab tadi. tengah syok bermyspacing, tiba-tiba ada ketukan di pintu bilikku. aku tak terjawab kerana ingatkan sapa lah yang ketuk pintu pukul 2 pagi. aku biar jer. lepas tu, dengar bunyi kunci, tombol(doorknob) aku berbunyi lagi.
lagilah aku takut. aku bergerak dari katil aku dan cuba membuka pintu.dah terbayang lah dalam kepala ni ada orang bertopeng memegang pistol, tengok-tengok, abang aku yang bod datang balik dari kelas dia. orang dah takut separuh mati dah tadi.
ini adalah pengajaran kepada adik-beradik di luar sana. jangan cuba nak ketuk pintu orang lagi2 try buka pintu dengan kunci pada jam 2 pagi, kang adik mati terkejut beruk baru tahu. ucaplah assalamualaikum dulu ke, biar tenang hati ni.
takdalah nak terfikir,
"sape ni? pencuri ke?"
"alamak, mati aku."
dan pemikiran ini,
"mana ayah ni? pencuri nak cuba masuk bilik adik, bukannya ada duit, 10 sen pun takda, nak rompak bilik aku gak.rompak ah tempat lain.bodoh!"
ingat, jangan sekali-kali takutkan adik anda.
assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera,farewell.
;D
lagilah aku takut. aku bergerak dari katil aku dan cuba membuka pintu.dah terbayang lah dalam kepala ni ada orang bertopeng memegang pistol, tengok-tengok, abang aku yang bod datang balik dari kelas dia. orang dah takut separuh mati dah tadi.
ini adalah pengajaran kepada adik-beradik di luar sana. jangan cuba nak ketuk pintu orang lagi2 try buka pintu dengan kunci pada jam 2 pagi, kang adik mati terkejut beruk baru tahu. ucaplah assalamualaikum dulu ke, biar tenang hati ni.
takdalah nak terfikir,
"sape ni? pencuri ke?"
"alamak, mati aku."
dan pemikiran ini,
"mana ayah ni? pencuri nak cuba masuk bilik adik, bukannya ada duit, 10 sen pun takda, nak rompak bilik aku gak.rompak ah tempat lain.bodoh!"
ingat, jangan sekali-kali takutkan adik anda.
assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera,farewell.
;D
Monday, May 18, 2009
happy birthday!
since it has been a long time since my last post, i figured it's time to make it up. in about an hour more, may 19th will come our way. time to say, happy birthday mom!
yes, tomorrow, Helena will be reborn. CRAP!
it is her birthday, though. so i wish her a happy birthday.may god bless you in every way for the rest of your life.
BM mali,
moga panjang umur. harap rezeki akan datang melimpah. namun, bagi anakmu yang cukup menyanyangi mu ni, tidak kesampaian untuk menyambut hari yang berbahagia ini. sebabnya, anakanda ada peperiksaan mulai hari esok. nak kena tumpukan perhatian kepada pelajaran.
ceh, 7 A konon. kalau asyik tercengat depan komputer, nak belajar apa.
namun, tidak mungkin anakanda akan melepaskan peluang untuk hari esok. maafkan anakanda bonda, hadiah tidak terjadi untuk dibeli. bajet takda. kek akan dibeli. dapat kupon untuk kek free dari hotel Sheridan.
kekanda sudah melepas ke universiti, tak beli lagi cd. kalau abang taknak adik asyik merungut jer,beli lah cd tu. bab betul la kekanda ni. kepada mimi, layan la blog ko. jangan asyik 2S jer. taulah setia. dan, moga cepat sembuh dari selesema kau ter yer, jangan dekat sangat dengan aku. kang kene H1 N1 kan, aku saman kau. haha.
nampaknya masa mencemburui aku. namun pilihan aku untuk beredar dari blog ini. wasalam. wish me luck on my exam. doakan kecemerlangan bukan kecelakaan.
:D
yes, tomorrow, Helena will be reborn. CRAP!
it is her birthday, though. so i wish her a happy birthday.may god bless you in every way for the rest of your life.
BM mali,
moga panjang umur. harap rezeki akan datang melimpah. namun, bagi anakmu yang cukup menyanyangi mu ni, tidak kesampaian untuk menyambut hari yang berbahagia ini. sebabnya, anakanda ada peperiksaan mulai hari esok. nak kena tumpukan perhatian kepada pelajaran.
ceh, 7 A konon. kalau asyik tercengat depan komputer, nak belajar apa.
namun, tidak mungkin anakanda akan melepaskan peluang untuk hari esok. maafkan anakanda bonda, hadiah tidak terjadi untuk dibeli. bajet takda. kek akan dibeli. dapat kupon untuk kek free dari hotel Sheridan.
kekanda sudah melepas ke universiti, tak beli lagi cd. kalau abang taknak adik asyik merungut jer,beli lah cd tu. bab betul la kekanda ni. kepada mimi, layan la blog ko. jangan asyik 2S jer. taulah setia. dan, moga cepat sembuh dari selesema kau ter yer, jangan dekat sangat dengan aku. kang kene H1 N1 kan, aku saman kau. haha.
nampaknya masa mencemburui aku. namun pilihan aku untuk beredar dari blog ini. wasalam. wish me luck on my exam. doakan kecemerlangan bukan kecelakaan.
:D
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mother's Day!
althought a celebration would be lovely for all the moms out there, i could not celebrate this special day with my mother. as i woke up this morning, i got dressed and went straight to MPSJ with mimi. today is SMK USJ 4's sports day.
as we laksamana's cheered for our team with words like ' GO LAKSAMANA' and 'WOO', we or mostly me, kinda forgot about my dear mother at home. as the teachers blabbed about something in the speech[where no one was listening, of course], my friends and i was sitting there waiting for the torture to end.
as it came to an end, i went back home and quickly wished my mother, " Happy Mother's Day!" while she standing in front of the fridge. she smiled. the end. haha.
then she went to Kuantan with dad and baby sis. so i am left alone with an idiot as a brother, my maid and my uncle who is staying here for awhile for his studies.
now back to the sport's day, usually when there are no one to support, me, mai, mimi, yas and esther will check the bachelors in school. unfortunately, our search was a waste of time. we did not find any guys that are suitable to be in 'the hot list'. sorry guys, try again next time.
maybe we were just out of choices or the really good ones did not come. who knows? you can't blame a girl for PMS. hehe. god made us that way, you have to endure it. :D
in another way, sport's day was never like before. students are more alive now. wohoo!
to fadly, happy belated birthday!
special thanks to the loud talker, the sky photographer and the one who is shy to take a picture with megat. you know who you are.
XD
as we laksamana's cheered for our team with words like ' GO LAKSAMANA' and 'WOO', we or mostly me, kinda forgot about my dear mother at home. as the teachers blabbed about something in the speech[where no one was listening, of course], my friends and i was sitting there waiting for the torture to end.
as it came to an end, i went back home and quickly wished my mother, " Happy Mother's Day!" while she standing in front of the fridge. she smiled. the end. haha.
then she went to Kuantan with dad and baby sis. so i am left alone with an idiot as a brother, my maid and my uncle who is staying here for awhile for his studies.
now back to the sport's day, usually when there are no one to support, me, mai, mimi, yas and esther will check the bachelors in school. unfortunately, our search was a waste of time. we did not find any guys that are suitable to be in 'the hot list'. sorry guys, try again next time.
maybe we were just out of choices or the really good ones did not come. who knows? you can't blame a girl for PMS. hehe. god made us that way, you have to endure it. :D
in another way, sport's day was never like before. students are more alive now. wohoo!
to fadly, happy belated birthday!
special thanks to the loud talker, the sky photographer and the one who is shy to take a picture with megat. you know who you are.
XD
Friday, May 8, 2009
Wang Diperlukan
sebagai seorang manusia, wang amat diperlukan untuk kegunaan harian. namun dalam kes ini, wang diperlukan oleh seorang hamba tuhan yang bernama wan qashifa aneesa. wangnya diperlukan untuk keperluan seorang gadis.
keperluan termasuklah;
keperluan termasuklah;
dan ini;
jadi bantulah saya untuk mendapat wang yang diperlukan.
sekian, trimas.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Inggeris
♥ bahasa inggeris sudah menjadi sebahagian daripada kehidupan orang-orang Malaysia. namun ada juga yang masih tak pandai. tetapi tidak mengapa. ilmu adalah satu perkara yang agak susah untuk pelajari. namun sebagai seorang blogger, aku terpaksa menulis kisah aku yang berlaku semalam.
kami sekeluarga ingin makan di sunway piramid, semasa tengah order, nenek aku aka mak, inginkan chinese tea, waiter tu pun tanyalah nak cold or hot.
ayahanda pun menjawab, "hut",
mendengar kata-kata ayahanda, aku dan bonda pun tergelak, aku pun kata,
" hot la. bukan hut," sambil tergelak.
begitu lah kisah aku. bonda mengatakan tak baik gelakkan ayahanda sedangkan bonda juga mengetawakan suaminya tercinta. aku ini dah jadi Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah, apabila me'lecture'
rakan baikku yang bernama Siti Maisarah.
lepas ini, aku ngan kekanda yang masih tidur tak ingat dunia, diperlukan di Digital Mall atas arahan bonda. selepas itu pula, ayahanda akan membawa kami ke kampung halaman di Klang untuk 'bonding' ngan atuk dan nenek tercinta sementara ayahanda pergi memancing.
setakat ini sahaja karya blog aku. wasalam dan selamat sejahtera.
kami sekeluarga ingin makan di sunway piramid, semasa tengah order, nenek aku aka mak, inginkan chinese tea, waiter tu pun tanyalah nak cold or hot.
ayahanda pun menjawab, "hut",
mendengar kata-kata ayahanda, aku dan bonda pun tergelak, aku pun kata,
" hot la. bukan hut," sambil tergelak.
begitu lah kisah aku. bonda mengatakan tak baik gelakkan ayahanda sedangkan bonda juga mengetawakan suaminya tercinta. aku ini dah jadi Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah, apabila me'lecture'
rakan baikku yang bernama Siti Maisarah.
lepas ini, aku ngan kekanda yang masih tidur tak ingat dunia, diperlukan di Digital Mall atas arahan bonda. selepas itu pula, ayahanda akan membawa kami ke kampung halaman di Klang untuk 'bonding' ngan atuk dan nenek tercinta sementara ayahanda pergi memancing.
setakat ini sahaja karya blog aku. wasalam dan selamat sejahtera.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Labour Day?
disebabkan ibu bapa ada di rumah, tiada apa2 yang boleh dilakukan. disebabkan ibu bapa ada di rumah, nak keluar pun susah. tetapi tidak apa, aku ada kawan yang sentiasa berada di sisiku, satu kat belakang rumah a few blocks away. tapi taknak ganggu dia. terpaksa berdepan dengan computer yang internet punya bangang.
orang mencuri takkan dapat apa-apa eh?
btol, setelah lama mencuri wireless connection orang, tetiba jer, tak dapat internet. walaupun ada connection. takleh lah masuk. bila dapat peluang, amik jer la kan.
ni lah satu-satunya masa dapat ku membuka internet. jadi aku dah direunited dengan myspace dan juga blog. seperti biasa, idea untuk membuat post baru dah hilang, lari keluar daripada otak aku yang songsang ni.
seperti rakan baik ku kata,
"qash, ko ni bangang ah,"
aku pun menjawab,
"aku tahu, best ah jadi bangang,"
betul, jadi bangang dan agak bodoh ni best sebenarnya, cuma kene tahu bila masa yang sesuai nak jadi bangang. kan senang.
kepada sesiapa yang aku lukai hatinya(skema giler, dan agak lesbo sikit), aku minta maaf. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin[haha]
orang mencuri takkan dapat apa-apa eh?
btol, setelah lama mencuri wireless connection orang, tetiba jer, tak dapat internet. walaupun ada connection. takleh lah masuk. bila dapat peluang, amik jer la kan.
ni lah satu-satunya masa dapat ku membuka internet. jadi aku dah direunited dengan myspace dan juga blog. seperti biasa, idea untuk membuat post baru dah hilang, lari keluar daripada otak aku yang songsang ni.
seperti rakan baik ku kata,
"qash, ko ni bangang ah,"
aku pun menjawab,
"aku tahu, best ah jadi bangang,"
betul, jadi bangang dan agak bodoh ni best sebenarnya, cuma kene tahu bila masa yang sesuai nak jadi bangang. kan senang.
kepada sesiapa yang aku lukai hatinya(skema giler, dan agak lesbo sikit), aku minta maaf. selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin[haha]
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Lost
nasihat kepada korang semua,
sayangi dan hormatilah ibu bapa anda. jangan sekali2 menderhaka kepada mereka. nanti apabila mereka tiada, korang yang akan menyesal. aku bukan nak nasihat sebab kelakuan orang ke apa, ni agak serius. hormat dan sayang mereka.
tunjukkan sayang korang kat mereka, bersyukur lah korang still ada parents yang terlebih sayang kat korang. jangan ingat kalau dorang marah, dorang tak sayang. kalau dorang marah lah, maknanya dorang sayang korang sangat2 sampai taknak korang ada kehidupan yang susah di masa hadapan. maknanya, kalau korang selalu kena marah, parents korang sayang korang sangat, kene tunjuk dalam cara yang agak kasar.
jangan menderhaka, dengar cakap ibu bapa. make them proud!
SHOW YOUR LOVE!
mother's day nak dekat, kumpul duit, belikan your mother a special gift. beli yang lagi special daripada your siblings, baru dorang jealous. tapi ingat, it's the thought that counts.
Happy Mother's Day( 10 May)
sayangi dan hormatilah ibu bapa anda. jangan sekali2 menderhaka kepada mereka. nanti apabila mereka tiada, korang yang akan menyesal. aku bukan nak nasihat sebab kelakuan orang ke apa, ni agak serius. hormat dan sayang mereka.
tunjukkan sayang korang kat mereka, bersyukur lah korang still ada parents yang terlebih sayang kat korang. jangan ingat kalau dorang marah, dorang tak sayang. kalau dorang marah lah, maknanya dorang sayang korang sangat2 sampai taknak korang ada kehidupan yang susah di masa hadapan. maknanya, kalau korang selalu kena marah, parents korang sayang korang sangat, kene tunjuk dalam cara yang agak kasar.
jangan menderhaka, dengar cakap ibu bapa. make them proud!
SHOW YOUR LOVE!
mother's day nak dekat, kumpul duit, belikan your mother a special gift. beli yang lagi special daripada your siblings, baru dorang jealous. tapi ingat, it's the thought that counts.
Happy Mother's Day( 10 May)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
angan-angan batu bertangan
semalam, disebabkan penat makan sushi, aku pun pulang dan terus membuka laptop kesayangan. setelah berjaya mencuri connection orang lain, aku pun membuka myspace. aku berasa sungguh kecewa melihat tiada apa-apa untuk digembirakan.
aku pun mengangkat kaki aku dan bertanya kepada abangku yang sedang tekun belajar(kononnya).
aku bertanya,
"abang nak pakai internet tak?"
dia pun menjawab,
"biar lah dulu. abang pakai kejap lagi"
aku pun pulang ke bilik aku dan terus memelapkan mata. mimpi ku begitu pelik sekali.
adik yang sekarang baru berumur 1 tahun dan 6 bulan dan ketinggian yang tidak berubah sejak 3 bulan lalu muncul dalam mimpi yang sepatutnya indah.
aku punyalah hairan. aku cuba bergerak nak dekat kat dia, tetiba dia toleh belakang,
" what are you looking at?"
aku terkezut giler. adik ku boleh bertutur bahasa inggeris? aku pun membalas,
" i'm looking at you sister,"
mukanya merah lalu mengangkat batu yang besar drpd dia dan mambaling nya kepadaku.
maklumlah mimpi kan,
aku pun memberhentikan batu yang lagi sikit nak kena muka aku sambil tutup mata. aku buka mataku dan melihat batu yang dipegang oleh ku, yang di baling oleh adikku, mempunyai tangan di kedua-dua belahya.
aku meletak batu itu di bawah.tetiba, muncul lak kaki. mataku terbeliak.
batu itu toleh ke belakang dan mencapai untuk tangan adikku.
mereka berdua berjalan catwalk hingga kabur. aku menggosok mataku.
aku terbangun apabila terdengar theme song untuk drama korea kegemaranku. mimpi tentang batu bertangan, pelik betul.
aku pun mengangkat kaki aku dan bertanya kepada abangku yang sedang tekun belajar(kononnya).
aku bertanya,
"abang nak pakai internet tak?"
dia pun menjawab,
"biar lah dulu. abang pakai kejap lagi"
aku pun pulang ke bilik aku dan terus memelapkan mata. mimpi ku begitu pelik sekali.
adik yang sekarang baru berumur 1 tahun dan 6 bulan dan ketinggian yang tidak berubah sejak 3 bulan lalu muncul dalam mimpi yang sepatutnya indah.
aku punyalah hairan. aku cuba bergerak nak dekat kat dia, tetiba dia toleh belakang,
" what are you looking at?"
aku terkezut giler. adik ku boleh bertutur bahasa inggeris? aku pun membalas,
" i'm looking at you sister,"
mukanya merah lalu mengangkat batu yang besar drpd dia dan mambaling nya kepadaku.
maklumlah mimpi kan,
aku pun memberhentikan batu yang lagi sikit nak kena muka aku sambil tutup mata. aku buka mataku dan melihat batu yang dipegang oleh ku, yang di baling oleh adikku, mempunyai tangan di kedua-dua belahya.
aku meletak batu itu di bawah.tetiba, muncul lak kaki. mataku terbeliak.
batu itu toleh ke belakang dan mencapai untuk tangan adikku.
mereka berdua berjalan catwalk hingga kabur. aku menggosok mataku.
aku terbangun apabila terdengar theme song untuk drama korea kegemaranku. mimpi tentang batu bertangan, pelik betul.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Permulaan Baru
seperti yang kamu sudah lihat, aku telah 'delete' semua, ulangi, semua, post blog aku yang sebelum ini. ini adalah untuk satu permulaan baru dalam blog ini. saja nak inform y'all, yang mungkin aku takkan tulis blog banyak sangat kot. agak busy sekarang ni.
lagipun abang aku nak guna laptop ini kat U dia. so kene bagi lah. dah merayu kat ayah suruh beli laptop baru, tengoklah macam mana. haha. melayu language tak nak kalah. haha. untuk pengetahuan korang semua,
hari ini adalah hari bersejarah. bukan untuk aku. untuk alter ego aku. haha. aku merepek. aku suka merepek tapi tak suka makan kerepek. hahaa. aku juga tengah melalui pelbagai phase dalam hidup aku. remaja lah kononnya. a.k.a. PMS!
bukan SMS , tapi PMS.
kalau kat sekolah ada ceramah Kotex, tanyaalah dorang apa PMS tu. k lah.
wasalam dan selamat sejahtera.
lagipun abang aku nak guna laptop ini kat U dia. so kene bagi lah. dah merayu kat ayah suruh beli laptop baru, tengoklah macam mana. haha. melayu language tak nak kalah. haha. untuk pengetahuan korang semua,
hari ini adalah hari bersejarah. bukan untuk aku. untuk alter ego aku. haha. aku merepek. aku suka merepek tapi tak suka makan kerepek. hahaa. aku juga tengah melalui pelbagai phase dalam hidup aku. remaja lah kononnya. a.k.a. PMS!
bukan SMS , tapi PMS.
kalau kat sekolah ada ceramah Kotex, tanyaalah dorang apa PMS tu. k lah.
wasalam dan selamat sejahtera.
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